i used to love bus-rides, cos i thought bus-rides are fun, happy and romantic (yes, i know. too much tv). and now, with me studyin in SIM, long bus-rides become a bore, not forgetttin the fact that i get motion sickness sometimes. and today, during the long ride, i was thinkin about stuff. things that happened in the past. things that just happened. things that have yet to happen. things that are happy. things that were sad.
it suddenly occurred to me that people do change. yes, i do admit it sounds darn cliche. but i guess it's true. time really does tell it all. it's only through the tests of time, you can tell one person's character and stuff. no, im not targettin at anyone here, so dont start being sensitive here.
i mean, there are certainly many different kinds of people in this world. and it is of course part of god's plan that you meet those certain people in your life. i guess i can only count my blessings and say im indeed blessed with good and dependable friends. i can say out loud that, i have my friends with me when i meet most of the hiccups in my life. of cos, i can never forget my mad family. they gave me support too. with those teasin and mockin at each other, we are actually building strong bonds. and i do love my family alot.
people tend to blame when things go wrong. but whose fault is it exactly? no one knows and they are definitely in no position to judge if they are just outsiders. and maybe one shouldnt attempt to solve the problem sometimes. maybe they'll feel better in that sense, or maybe not.
and of cos, im no perfect person. im no saint and i do mistakes too. sometimes, i just shoot my mouth off without knowing if it was right or wrong. sometimes, i just bitch about people without lookin at myself. sometimes, i just tease people without realising that ive actually hurt their feelings. gees.
ive been feelin pretty emo these days. and no, nothin's wrong with me. i just feel that people are indeed weird creatures. oh wells. i just want everyone around me to be happy. no more sadness, no more tears.